Call Me A Dreamer

Hi There! It's really late for me. I should actually be asleep. I've been trying to fall asleep for about an hour or so, but there is a lot on my mind, and I thought "What a great way to think it all out than to 'write' it all down?". So here I am. :) I managed to get through the last stretch of Fall 2013. The last Fall term of school I'll go through (at least I think... It depends if I want to go back for an education to become a teacher of some sort, but we'll see more about that much later in life.) I got through with 3 A's, 1 B+, and a solid B. Not bad. My cumulative GPA is still going up slow and steady, it's a little hard to make it go up when you have more than 140 credits that have it pretty solid with where it is. This is also a good thing in case I get a not so great grade, so I'll count my blessings. In other news, I recently got engaged to Karl. :) I am so very very excited. At the same time, this just adds another thing to w...

Hi there, I'm sorry its been waaaay too long. I'm going to make this quick, as I have to leave for a meeting in 5 minutes. It is now my senior year in College.. yes college. That is the weirdest thought ever. And I'm quite a bit stressed out by this term/year and what it all is. This year I have to manage both school, working as an RA and looking for a job, plus being in a committed relationships and the various friendships that I have and different social groups tugging at me to 'get involved' when I'm already clearly in over my head with obligations. Looking for a job is rough, and I won't lie, I have cried myself to sleep a time or two under the stress that is not being employed. Hearing of the successes of my friends and job offers and multiple interviews makes me envious and worrisome for myself. I know my friends are spectacular people and totally deserve it, and that is where my self-doubt comes in. I know I'll get a job somewhere. And hey, it mig...